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15/10/2020

She’s amazing every bit of her. On the day I think I love her, is the day I'd have to stop loving her.  I can’t do this. I can’t. She just told me what she feels and how amazing of a guy he is, and I can see it. I can see the love and happiness in her subtle smile. There’s nothing In life I ever wanted and didn’t want at the same time, she looks so happy and content. And it’ll kill me to force her to make a decision. I know a part of me feels like ill never get to see someone as amazing as her and at the same time, I’m also scared I never get to love someone as much as I love her. I know ill forever look for her in everyone I meet, I know i’ll never forget her. I’m happy and satisfied with who she is and who she is with. And on this note, I conclude any further notes about this person. Any further feelings will be discarded, any thoughts or sudden love gestures will be avoided. I will forever acre about her and everything she’s made of, every decision she’s made, every step she took, every smile, laugh and tear, every thought and reason she’s ever come to. I will live my life in the debt of hers. I hope she gets what she wants in life. I hope he treats her like the queen she is (I'm sure he already is), I hope I get to meet someone as close to perfect as she is, I hope I get to do the right thing like he does. I shall forever be grateful for coming into her life, for her opening up to me, for her treating me like I matter and actually hearing what I had to say. I shall forever care about her and love her. So as the great Julius once said. Steadfast, Godspeed to the moon and back, And may the Lord be with her

Ameen