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Hello. I apologize all of this came so sudden. I'm not wrong regularly. But when I am, I doubt my self worth. I know I promised I'll always be there but I knew this had to happen at some point. You made me the best person I could be. I've seen perfect in your eyes. And I know I'll probably not see it like I did. Maybe more maybe less. But not you. We went on this journey blind folded. You said "walk with me, let's see where this road takes us" and I agreed. I took a leap of faith. I went against my ethics and principles. I was selfish. And behold, just like life, everything was colourful again. The birds sang louder, the butterflies flew in slow motion and time was still. I'll never forget the first time I saw you, and immediately i pictured you there sitting with my kid. Ever since then I've been glued. The phone calls when we sleep, when we shower. Being with you was a fairy tale I never thought would not end in a happily ever after. Our bistro mornings and Cairo street nights evading yamani will always be a thought I'll never get enough of. I always thought that's how my love story would start. But I was wrong. Everything was perfect, if not for one major obstacle. The biggest break through I made was recognizing that HE wasn't the obstacle, I was. And if I truly loved you, am I doing the right thing for you. And now I know I'm not. I shouldn't have kissed you when we met recently, I shouldn't have been flirty with you. And that's on me, cause I noticed the resistance. But once again, I was wrong. I invested way too much into someone who doesn't have half the capability to invest half of. And I'm sorry, I'm sorry I was never enough to be your person. I need to work on myself and be a better person for the next person that comes into my life. Please do not take this the wrong way. I'm not doing this to "lose feelings". I'm doing this cause it's the right thing to do. I'm a distraction to your relationship and that's it. Period. I'll always love you, I'll always care about you. I'll always look for you in the weirdest of places. I'll always remember you cause what we had was eternal. It was a connection I'll never be able to get anywhere else. And I'm content with that. Atleast I've experienced this person. Thank you for the days. The laughs and the frowns. The prophet stories and nadim stories. The opening up about zayn. I truly hope you'll be able to find solace in that. To embrace your dark side. Thank you for listening to me when I spoke about the time continuum no matter how boring it was. Thank you for making me realize that to be a better person was to believe in yourself. And that's exactly what you did. You believed in me. I'll always feel a lot for you. I hope things go pretty well with you guys. And with this I bid you arriverderci. Steadfast and Godspeed. Let the Lord be with you every step of the way.

With love, 

-Your Monchichi. 

Sinzu Dandawaki